Before 2009 Ends...

Thursday, December 31, 2009 3:23 AM ♥

This will be the Part 1 of my New Year's entry. In the part, I'll explain everything starting to my New Year's Resolutions to my through - the - year regrets.

So here's my list of 10 New Year's Resolution even though only 10% of these will be fulfilled ==

1. Never ever try to put my feelings back to Jungsoo.
( I' preventing on hurting myself to much. I'm martyr no more XP)

2. Stop thinking Jaejoong for my own safety.
( I maybe be in the mental wards if I continue it xP)

3. Keep my eyes keener for Super Junior.
( Being my first korean group obsession, I should keep up to them more likewise)

4. Finish my Harry Potter && Twilight books in my box
( I start yet I don't finish. That's my problem. Sometimes, I skip pages ><)

5. Spend Less; Save More. ( I spend like there's no more tomorrow.)

6. Spend time more on studying. (..more likely on Algebra. Sucks on it men TT)

7. Stop jumping on dreams that's hard to reach. ( The higher you reach, the higher your landing. Much more pain)

8. Sleep early. (The main reason why I have this 3 months - never ending cough)

9. Speaking of parents: Try to make them happy as much as possible ( Lessen the rebellious me. Try to obey them, I'll try really XD) && Lastly...

10. I should stop being so judgemental at first. ( The reason why I lose something that's good for me, thinking that it's not.) Done with the resolutions (which will be randomly obeyed).

Now let's do the Top 3 Regrets && Moral Lessons from it. This will be a list of all my regrets this year:

1. Again, I regret that I put my everything on Jungsoo. Sucks so, I give even though I know that there's no way I'll have something back. It hurts even more because I just stop when I already have nothing left. Now look at me, I can't love someone even Korean Stars.

Moral Lesson: Don't give your everything if you're not sure if you'll get something back.

2. I regret that I sleep early in the morning. Now I have cough in 3 consecutive months, nonstop. It'll already affected my health but I keep on sleeping late. My body clock's not in the right alarm. I'm so sorry for myself. I don't take care of it, now what.

Moral Lesson: Sleep on the right time.

3. I should stop being so judgemental at first. From songs to people, from places to food. I regret that I have this attitude, I like to judge people by it's outer, not on it's inner. I judge by my first impression. After the second sight, that's the time that I start to love it.

Moral Lesson: Stop being so judgemental.

Now, now. It's time for the saying my 5 Thank Yous (:

1. I also would like to give a huge thanks to Jungsoo. He tought me about things randomly even though he didn't

2. I would Like to thank God whom introduced Kpop to me. Also to Destiny && Fate.

3. My parents who are trying to support me on everything I want :))

4. My old && new friends. To the old ones, I hope we'll still be friends until we get old. And to the new ones, it's been nice knowing you. I hope you guys will be there for me always.

5. To the world, thanks a lot for making me realize how beautiful you are.


Now then, it's finished. Later on, We should say goodbye to 2009 and give 2010 a early hello. I would miss 2009 because:

1. This year, my heart have more foundation, more padlocks and chains so no one can enter it. Or maybe because there's someone inside it until forever.

2. I have lots of new friends and learned many many things, necessarily and nonsense.

3. I prove myself and everyone that I'm a certified Kpop Die Hard Freak. Hahaha!


I should be out now. Aboundant & yummy food, colorful fireworks, loud ear screaching music, that's more lilke it. I'll celebrate without my family. I hope they're having fun there. But I know they can't because it's without me. Hahaha!

So long, update tomorrow, January 1, 2010. OMO! I almost forgot!!! Sungmin's birthday is tomorrow already! Hope Super Junior will have a good time celebrating New Year && Minnie's Birthday.

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☑ Go to a KPop Concert (Infinite OGS!)
☐ Go to a KPop Convention
☐ Get my young adult novel published
☑ Go to a Comic-con (twice)
☑ Cosplay in a Comic-con (and get mobbed and interviewed)
☑ Establish a name in Asianfanfics
☐ Establish a name in Wattpad
☑ Join a Korean Audition (Miss Korea by insitetv)
☑ Join (and win) in a school pageant
☐ Study in a prestigious university
☑ Beautiful transformation by puberty
☑ Get the perfect boyfriend
☐ Travel (Seoul, Tokyo, Vancouver, London, Alsace, Santorini)
☐ Have a very decent handphone
☑ Internship (at a magazine)
☑ Collections (posters/CDs/books/notebooks)
☑ KPop Cover Group (so so but at last)

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Before 2009 Ends...

Thursday, December 31, 2009 3:23 AM ♥

This will be the Part 1 of my New Year's entry. In the part, I'll explain everything starting to my New Year's Resolutions to my through - the - year regrets.

So here's my list of 10 New Year's Resolution even though only 10% of these will be fulfilled ==

1. Never ever try to put my feelings back to Jungsoo.
( I' preventing on hurting myself to much. I'm martyr no more XP)

2. Stop thinking Jaejoong for my own safety.
( I maybe be in the mental wards if I continue it xP)

3. Keep my eyes keener for Super Junior.
( Being my first korean group obsession, I should keep up to them more likewise)

4. Finish my Harry Potter && Twilight books in my box
( I start yet I don't finish. That's my problem. Sometimes, I skip pages ><)

5. Spend Less; Save More. ( I spend like there's no more tomorrow.)

6. Spend time more on studying. (..more likely on Algebra. Sucks on it men TT)

7. Stop jumping on dreams that's hard to reach. ( The higher you reach, the higher your landing. Much more pain)

8. Sleep early. (The main reason why I have this 3 months - never ending cough)

9. Speaking of parents: Try to make them happy as much as possible ( Lessen the rebellious me. Try to obey them, I'll try really XD) && Lastly...

10. I should stop being so judgemental at first. ( The reason why I lose something that's good for me, thinking that it's not.) Done with the resolutions (which will be randomly obeyed).

Now let's do the Top 3 Regrets && Moral Lessons from it. This will be a list of all my regrets this year:

1. Again, I regret that I put my everything on Jungsoo. Sucks so, I give even though I know that there's no way I'll have something back. It hurts even more because I just stop when I already have nothing left. Now look at me, I can't love someone even Korean Stars.

Moral Lesson: Don't give your everything if you're not sure if you'll get something back.

2. I regret that I sleep early in the morning. Now I have cough in 3 consecutive months, nonstop. It'll already affected my health but I keep on sleeping late. My body clock's not in the right alarm. I'm so sorry for myself. I don't take care of it, now what.

Moral Lesson: Sleep on the right time.

3. I should stop being so judgemental at first. From songs to people, from places to food. I regret that I have this attitude, I like to judge people by it's outer, not on it's inner. I judge by my first impression. After the second sight, that's the time that I start to love it.

Moral Lesson: Stop being so judgemental.

Now, now. It's time for the saying my 5 Thank Yous (:

1. I also would like to give a huge thanks to Jungsoo. He tought me about things randomly even though he didn't

2. I would Like to thank God whom introduced Kpop to me. Also to Destiny && Fate.

3. My parents who are trying to support me on everything I want :))

4. My old && new friends. To the old ones, I hope we'll still be friends until we get old. And to the new ones, it's been nice knowing you. I hope you guys will be there for me always.

5. To the world, thanks a lot for making me realize how beautiful you are.


Now then, it's finished. Later on, We should say goodbye to 2009 and give 2010 a early hello. I would miss 2009 because:

1. This year, my heart have more foundation, more padlocks and chains so no one can enter it. Or maybe because there's someone inside it until forever.

2. I have lots of new friends and learned many many things, necessarily and nonsense.

3. I prove myself and everyone that I'm a certified Kpop Die Hard Freak. Hahaha!


I should be out now. Aboundant & yummy food, colorful fireworks, loud ear screaching music, that's more lilke it. I'll celebrate without my family. I hope they're having fun there. But I know they can't because it's without me. Hahaha!

So long, update tomorrow, January 1, 2010. OMO! I almost forgot!!! Sungmin's birthday is tomorrow already! Hope Super Junior will have a good time celebrating New Year && Minnie's Birthday.

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