Happy Birthday to Myself! (:

Tuesday, January 19, 2010 5:39 AM


Today's my birthday! *blows out candle*

What should I do? Besides celebrating, what can I do? I really don't feel like it. Like it's just and ordinary day to me. Am I greatful to celebrate my 14th years of living here on Earth? Alam ko kasing hindi ako mag-eenjoy ngaun dahil para ngang ordinaryong araw lang to para sakin, unless nalang kung may mangyari kagulat gulat. May nag gre-greet nga, sila sila lang naman. Walang greetings from those that I really expect and wanted to. Yet I really really appreciated that they remember my existance day. I really minded na gre-neet nila ako. Even my little sister who's turning 5 this May sang "Saengil Chukhahabnida" (Korean Ver. Of Happy Birthday) to my on the phone line.

At dahil dyan, may nag-text! x))
Sabi sa text:

" Happy Birthday To you Nicole! Continue to praise me and stay at my side and I'll be your guide to your happiness. Do not worry because I love you so much! - God "

Yes, I know that God, I love you also and I'll always stay at your side no matter what. I thank you because binigyan mo ako ng chance para mabuhay sa Earth and thank you kasi pinaabot mo ako ng KATORSE. Hahaha!

Love you Lord God (:
Anyways, needless to say, I have tons and tons of wishes . I deserve some, some were not. But I know I should have a piece of it :

Top 1 - Park Jungsoo / Leeteuk of Super Junior
- Ok, *gulps* let me explain about this. Wag ninyong malisyahin kung siya ang TOP 1. It's just because I really want him to know me, in exchange of me knowing so much about him. I don't really *gulps* want him, not a bit. He just have to see and know me. I trust God that one day (and I'm expecting that it's on April 10) he'll be curious who am I. He'll be asking here and there about me. Hindi ko siya pinagdadamot dahil I own NOTHING on him. Sabi nila, deserving ako kay Leeteuk and Leeteuk must be proud of having the only me here on Earth because ako lang daw ang nagmahal ng ganung kalupit kay Leeteuk. Ahaha! They even told me (The Certified YunTeuk Fans Club xD) that me and him are 'Picture Perfect' . Ahaha!

Top 2 - Seoul, South Korea *photo above is Banpo Bridge above Hanyang River*
- I will be dropped-dead if I would be given a chance to spend a whole summer / winter vacation on Seoul. There's Lotte World, Banpo Bridge and many more! Would damn love to spend time there with the PEOPLE I LOVE . Isipin mo yun oh, liwaliw to the highest level lang kayo ng mga love ones mo ng bonggang bongga!

Top 3 - LG Chocolate
- Before, all I wanted is LG Lollipop. Then my parents told me there's no Lollipop in Dubai, only LG Ice Cream. I expected so much yet nothing came. I've waited and expected as they say yet nothing came . And then this new baby came to my life. Lollipop && Ice Cream are flip phones. This Chocolate abs phone is a touch screen. I'm not in on texting and I prefer calling calls so I don't have to worry on the screen pad. Last weekend, I asked my mom if I could come to Super Show II right? She said: " Pagiipunan ko ang LG Chocolate mo, even a vacation on Seoul wag ka lang pumunta doon" Ayos sa pangako ha. Matupad kaya? Ahaha!

Top 4 - Kim Jaejoong / Youngwoung Jaejoong / Han Jaejoon
- To be exact, I really really darn want him to follow me everywhere I go. YES! I want him to be my own personal stalker! I want him to WANT ME . Ahahaha! He's the kind of guy who'll you resist and dislike, ending to pile up your feelings on him. He's so sexy that even my friends fantasizes him so much. I end up thinking him the most, next to Leeteuk on the Boys' section. Sometimes he's freaking adorkable, and sometimes he's flaming hot! XD

Maltese Pictures, Images and Photos

Top 5 - A Dog (specifically, a Maltese *above*)
- Isn't it adorable? I'm allergic to dogs yet I love to own one. I like dogs because they can keep a person's company without a real company in times of no one or wanted to be alone. It also can make people happy and takes away the stresses. Kainis nga lang at may allergy ako sa kanila. Yet they make people's day (:


That's my Top 5 wishes in my birthday. The rest?

- Samsung’s GX-20 Camera (since I so love Photography)
- Meet Super Junior, FT Island & SHINee (:
- More sweets to eat ;P
- To have a Korean Cyworld!(I remember my Japanese Cyworld got deleted, US Cyworld is shutted down (?), I so don't use my Vietnamese && Taiwanese Cy yet I sometimes open my Chinese Cy when looking at Hangeng's Hompy :)
- More stuffed toys to come :D
- More LOVE to pour on me :)
- Learn to play drum :D
- Pucca - themed stuffs (If mom's a Hello Kitty Addict, I am a Pucca Addict)
- MORE MONEY! XDD (That's why sometimes, I wanna have a part time job ><) I have to go now. It's already midnight :)



I should be sleeping now because I have classes tomorrow. Will open my notes, just open it xD . I don't expect gifts , presence of everyone who loves me and i love are the only things in these world that makes my whole world happy . Anyways, I'm boycotting ABS-CBN xD I need to hang out always on their channel , waiting for "YOU'RE BEAUTIFUL" . Even though I hate that it'll be soon aired on Philippine television because I was so possesive ㅠ, I was getting to the point that it can't be held back. I also love "BOYS OVER FLOWERS" now because before, (honestly) I hate it because I'm a solild HanaYori Dango Fan. I should byebye now :) It's nice to type something that makes sense again :) Again thanks for all the L-O-V-E :D

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