Happy Birthday to Myself! (:
Tuesday, January 19, 2010
5:39 AM ♥
Today's my birthday!

What should I do? Besides celebrating, what can I do? I really don't feel like it. Like it's just and ordinary day to me. Am I greatful to celebrate my 14th years of living here on Earth? Alam ko kasing hindi ako mag-eenjoy ngaun dahil para ngang ordinaryong araw lang to para sakin, unless nalang kung may mangyari kagulat gulat. May nag gre-greet nga, sila sila lang naman. Walang greetings from those that I really expect and wanted to. Yet I really really appreciated that they remember my existance day. I really minded na gre-neet nila ako. Even my little sister who's turning 5 this May sang "Saengil Chukhahabnida" (Korean Ver. Of Happy Birthday) to my on the phone line.
At dahil dyan, may nag-text! x))
Sabi sa text:
" Happy Birthday To you Nicole! Continue to praise me and stay at my side and I'll be your guide to your happiness. Do not worry because I love you so much! - God
Yes, I know that God, I love you also and I'll always stay at your side no matter what. I thank you because binigyan mo ako ng chance para mabuhay sa Earth and thank you kasi pinaabot mo ako ng KATORSE. Hahaha!
Love you Lord God (:
Anyways, needless to say, I have tons and tons of wishes
Top 1 - Park Jungsoo / Leeteuk of Super Junior- Ok, *gulps* let me explain about this. Wag ninyong malisyahin kung siya ang TOP 1. It's just because I really want him to know me, in exchange of me knowing so much about him. I don't really *gulps* want him, not a bit. He just have to see and know me. I trust God that one day (and I'm expecting that it's on April 10) he'll be curious who am I. He'll be asking here and there about me. Hindi ko siya pinagdadamot dahil I own NOTHING on him. Sabi nila, deserving ako kay Leeteuk and Leeteuk must be proud of having the only me here on Earth because ako lang daw ang nagmahal ng ganung kalupit kay Leeteuk. Ahaha!
- I will be dropped-dead if I would be given a chance to spend a whole summer / winter vacation on Seoul. There's Lotte World, Banpo Bridge and many more! Would damn love to spend time there with the PEOPLE I LOVE
Top 3 - LG Chocolate- Before, all I wanted is LG Lollipop. Then my parents told me there's no Lollipop in Dubai, only LG Ice Cream. I expected so much yet nothing came. I've waited and expected as they say yet nothing came
. And then this new baby came to my life. Lollipop && Ice Cream are flip phones. This Chocolate
Top 4 - Kim Jaejoong / Youngwoung Jaejoong / Han Jaejoon- To be exact, I really really darn want him to follow me everywhere I go. YES! I want him to be my own personal stalker! I want him to WANT ME
. Ahahaha! He's the kind of guy who'll you resist and dislike, ending to pile up your feelings on him. He's so sexy that even my friends fantasizes him so much. I end up thinking him the most, next to Leeteuk on the Boys' section. Sometimes he's freaking adorkable, and sometimes he's flaming hot! XD
Top 5 - A Dog (specifically, a Maltese *above*)
- Isn't it adorable? I'm allergic to dogs yet I love to own one. I like dogs because they can keep a person's company without a real company in times of no one or wanted to be alone. It also can make people happy and takes away the stresses. Kainis nga lang at may allergy ako sa kanila. Yet they make people's day (:
That's my Top 5 wishes in my birthday. The rest?
- Samsung’s GX-20 Camera
(since I so love Photography)
- Meet Super Junior, FT Island & SHINee (:
- More sweets to eat ;P
- To have a Korean Cyworld!
(I remember my Japanese Cyworld got deleted, US Cyworld is shutted down (?), I so don't use my Vietnamese && Taiwanese Cy yet I sometimes open my Chinese Cy when looking at Hangeng's Hompy :)
- More stuffed toys to come :D
- More LOVE to pour on me :)
- Learn to play drum :D
- Pucca - themed stuffs
(If mom's a Hello Kitty Addict, I am a Pucca Addict)
- MORE MONEY! XDD
(That's why sometimes, I wanna have a part time job ><) I have to go now. It's already midnight :)
I should be sleeping now because I have classes tomorrow. Will open my notes, just open it xD
. I don't expect gifts
, presence of everyone who loves me and i love are the only things in these world that makes my whole world happy
. Anyways, I'm boycotting ABS-CBN xD I need to hang out always on their channel
, waiting for "YOU'RE BEAUTIFUL" . Even though I hate that it'll be soon aired on Philippine television because I was so possesive ㅠ, I was getting to the point that it can't be held back. I also love "BOYS OVER FLOWERS" now because before, (honestly) I hate it because I'm a solild HanaYori Dango Fan. I should byebye now :) It's nice to type something that makes sense again :) Again thanks for all the L-O-V-E :D
- Isn't it adorable? I'm allergic to dogs yet I love to own one. I like dogs because they can keep a person's company without a real company in times of no one or wanted to be alone. It also can make people happy and takes away the stresses. Kainis nga lang at may allergy ako sa kanila. Yet they make people's day (:

That's my Top 5 wishes in my birthday. The rest?
- Samsung’s GX-20 Camera
- Meet Super Junior, FT Island & SHINee (:
- More sweets to eat ;P
- To have a Korean Cyworld!
(I remember my Japanese Cyworld got deleted, US Cyworld is shutted down (?), I so don't use my Vietnamese && Taiwanese Cy yet I sometimes open my Chinese Cy when looking at Hangeng's Hompy :)- More stuffed toys to come :D

- More LOVE to pour on me :)
- Learn to play drum :D

- Pucca - themed stuffs
(If mom's a Hello Kitty Addict, I am a Pucca Addict)- MORE MONEY! XDD
I should be sleeping now because I have classes tomorrow. Will open my notes, just open it xD
. Anyways, I'm boycotting ABS-CBN xD I need to hang out always on their channel ◆ 0 Diamonds
♡ 

Hello there (: My name is Nicole and obviously, this is my domain. It contains probably 87% of my thoughts that I can't post on any other social networking accounts that I have. I decided to seclude this place from the people around me. Feel free to navigate, look around, leave a message, and stay smiling hun ;)









