Hello there (: My name is Nicole and obviously, this is my domain. It contains probably 87% of my thoughts that I can't post on any other social networking accounts that I have. I decided to seclude this place from the people around me. Feel free to navigate, look around, leave a message, and stay smiling hun ;)
First of all, I wanna share this heart warming song (&& currently my LSS) from Boys Over Flowers. Tantaran! : I am Going to Meet You Now by Kimbum . Since I love B.O.F. now, I always hear this song as it airs, mostly when it's a sad scene or SoEulMates scene . I've searched it for about a week because I don't have a single clue who sang it and what's the title of it. I've search tracklists of B.O.F. and found it. I was surprised ; it was sang by Kim Sangbum. I never thought that he sang it.
스쳐 지나가는 사람들 그 속에서 누구보다 먼저 찾고싶었어 울것만 같던 그 눈동자 목소리가 안아주고 싶은 마음만 들어 그리워서 보고싶어 그댈 부르면 세상 어디든 그댄걸요 다시 그댈 불러 봅니다 나 이렇게 그대라서 사랑하는 그대라서 지금 그댈 만나러 갑니다 내게 눈물보다 깊은 사랑 알려준 그대 처음 얘기하던 길가에 가로등도 여전히 이렇게 내맘을 비춰 눈길에 스치는 모든게 그 모든게 그대에게만 이어주는 추억 진심으로 좋아하게 됐다 말하면 곤란해할까 두렵지만 다시 그댈 불러 봅니다 나 이렇게 그대라서 사랑하는 그대라서 지금 그댈 만나러 갑니다 내게 눈물보다 깊은 사랑 알려준 그대
그대 하나로 몇번이라고 해도 다시 태어난대도 그대 사랑이면 됐다고
누구보다 사랑합니다 내가슴에 내 맘속에 살아있는 그대라서 지금 그댈 만나러 갑니다 이젠 영원이란 약속까지 담아갑니다 그대 사랑해서 행복합니다
Here's the English version, that made me closer to the song:
English Translation Credit: yeeun2grace Within the people I simply brush by I wanted to find more than anyone The eyes welled up with tears, that voice I only want to hold you If I miss you and call out to my dear Wherever I may be, it is for you I am calling your name again Because I am like this Because you are the one I love I am going to see you again You are the one that taught me a love deeper than my tears
The lamp on the street where we first spoke shines a light on my heart Everything that catches my eyes, everything are memories that remind me of you If I tell you that I’ve gotten to really like you Will you feel unsettled? I wonder I am calling your name again Because I am like this Because you are the one I love I am going to see you again You are the one that taught me a love deeper than my tears
With only you Now matter how many times Even if I am reborn I’m satisfied with only you I love you more than anyone Inside my heart, Because you live in my heart I am going to meet you now Bringing along the promise of forever I’m so happy to be loving you
And this one, oh I now love romanizing Hangeul Lyrics! I'm so so proud of myself, my first ever romanized lyrics? WOW! (Such a kid ==)
Finished on the song! Next, I'll spill out what happened last Friday (Miss Roosevelt), last Sunday (Youth Service) && today (Monday, Intramurals)
Last Friday Evening, 2010.01.22, Miss Roosevelt:
*Hidden Mickey Me & the Twins, Janine and Janica. It's so hard to have a photo with them, I tell you that*
- After exams, the night after that was Miss Roosevelt 2009-2010. I brought my cousin Eileen with me. I got inside 15 minutes after 6:00 pm. The program was starting and the competitors are sporting their Party(?) dresses / clothings . And there was my classmates who'll have a intermition on the program, they'll dance. As their majestic photographer , I starts to take snapshots of us / them. After so much anticipation and suspense on who'll win, of course, Era Orquia from our beloved section was selected on the Final Four (More Like StarStruck huh? ==) She only won Ms. Progressive. It's already fine for us, at least she won and was able to reach Final Four. And by the way, Krisha won as the Newest Miss Roosevelt. I'm not dissapointed because I'm her friend. I should be rejoicing her winning yet I can't . Know why? Because I was in the Marish(the other competitior from 4th Year) Side. They'll kill me if I ever did that . Then after the program, as usual, *click click* to take photos. Individual (by myself), Duo (me && someone), or Group (all of us). Then went home with my classmates. I love it when they're around me. Last Sunday Evening, 2010.01.24, Youth Service: - I told my cousin, Kimjo, that I'll not attend Youth Service this Sunday because I was being attacked by my sickness named "Laziness". But I attended anyways . The people there are greatful because I come to the second time. The people there are very hospitable and warm. They accepted me. And there's Yonard...*sighs* It's the drums that I love , not the ONE who plays it. Ate Jesryl told me that only Kua Adu (?I don't know the spelling of it again >.<) && Kua Yonard are the only two who can play drums. Kua Adu was the one who taught Kua Yonard how to play drums and if I want to learn drums, Kua Yonard can teach me but I told that I don't want him, because IT'S DAMN AWKWARD! . I made new friends there and I got myself my own mentor. But Kimjo told me that he'll talk to Ate Badeth(? idk if the spelling is right) to change my mentor. Idk why. *That's my plate ==*
After the Youth Service, they asked if I could go with them and eat at KFC . Well, I can't refuse. And I'm still not eating dinner, so I did go. And because it's my first time with them, they treated me! At first I was shy, until now because, because I'm not used to it. The atmosphere and the people around me are new to me . && I got starstrucked on Kua Jason because his face is familiar, and he looks like one of those minor characters in "Never been Kissed". Now, I'll not greet him, it just turn me red, but FOR YOUR INFORMATION!: I DON'T LIKE HIM. They all look nice and I hope to see them all soon, on Sunday especially.
Today Morning, Monday, 2010.01.25, Intramurals: - I hate myself! I forget my handphone on my bed room that's why I have no shots on the first that Of Intrams . Well, Kua Yonard was with me, introduce him to some of my friends, but he went home about 9 in the morning. I think that he's pissed off? Because when people ask how is he related to me, I always answer that he's my friend, end of the story. I know that he dearly likes me but HELL, I DON'T WANT A D@MN BOYFRIEND! (EXCLUDING LEETEUK & JAEJOONG & MINHO (SHINee), I'LL THINK OF THEM XD). I hope those who'll try to court me stuck that to their brains that I don't want a commitment, please understand arasso? .
There were different kinds of booth inside the school. And I was caught by one of those Hancuff boys. They handcuffed me with my first ultimate crush, Lorenzo I requested that can I have more time handcuffed with Lorenzo before I pay. After first year? We became more comfortable after knowing that I don't have any feelinsg fopr him, just and ordinary admiration because he's cute and that's all. I was happy that he can approach me and so was I.
So sorry for spamming too much but hey!-this is my place, I can do whatever I want. Anyways, I'm being more active here. So, ㅋㅋㅋ Good luck on me spilling my thoughts here. Now to spam photos :)
This one is on my television table. I just saw photo frames from my halmeoni and used it. ㅋㅋ
So this one, guess who's this is? It's me! I'm a natural Ulzzang Aegi from the start.
☑ Go to a KPop Concert (Infinite OGS!)
☐ Go to a KPop Convention
☐ Get my young adult novel published ☑ Go to a Comic-con (twice) ☑ Cosplay in a Comic-con (and get mobbed and interviewed) ☑ Establish a name in Asianfanfics
☐ Establish a name in Wattpad ☑ Join a Korean Audition (Miss Korea by insitetv) ☑ Join (and win) in a school pageant
☐ Study in a prestigious university ☑ Beautiful transformation by puberty ☑ Get the perfect boyfriend
☐ Travel (Seoul, Tokyo, Vancouver, London, Alsace, Santorini)
☐ Have a very decent handphone ☑ Internship (at a magazine) ☑ Collections (posters/CDs/books/notebooks) ☑ KPop Cover Group (so so but at last)
h i s t o r y ☆
" 変わらぬ現在を受け入れていた。痛みも全て愛すと誓う。"
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I live for caramel frapppucino. Books and caffeine is to soul and spirit. I'm 18 years old. I'm determined to meet the perfection I created myself. Breathing imagination and exhaling aesthetics. You can call me Xinran if ya dig. Supernatural & The Walking Dead needs to make a cross over before the world gets obliterated. It's always Adventure Time. And believe it or not, I'm a bit of a clairvoyant. It still creeps me out sometimes, but I have to get used to it. And never disgrace Hufflepuff in front of me.
I am Going to Meet You Now, Mr. Park (:
Monday, January 25, 2010 2:21 AM ♥
First of all, I wanna share this heart warming song (&& currently my LSS) from Boys Over Flowers. Tantaran! : I am Going to Meet You Now by Kimbum . Since I love B.O.F. now, I always hear this song as it airs, mostly when it's a sad scene or SoEulMates scene . I've searched it for about a week because I don't have a single clue who sang it and what's the title of it. I've search tracklists of B.O.F. and found it. I was surprised ; it was sang by Kim Sangbum. I never thought that he sang it.
스쳐 지나가는 사람들 그 속에서 누구보다 먼저 찾고싶었어 울것만 같던 그 눈동자 목소리가 안아주고 싶은 마음만 들어 그리워서 보고싶어 그댈 부르면 세상 어디든 그댄걸요 다시 그댈 불러 봅니다 나 이렇게 그대라서 사랑하는 그대라서 지금 그댈 만나러 갑니다 내게 눈물보다 깊은 사랑 알려준 그대 처음 얘기하던 길가에 가로등도 여전히 이렇게 내맘을 비춰 눈길에 스치는 모든게 그 모든게 그대에게만 이어주는 추억 진심으로 좋아하게 됐다 말하면 곤란해할까 두렵지만 다시 그댈 불러 봅니다 나 이렇게 그대라서 사랑하는 그대라서 지금 그댈 만나러 갑니다 내게 눈물보다 깊은 사랑 알려준 그대
그대 하나로 몇번이라고 해도 다시 태어난대도 그대 사랑이면 됐다고
누구보다 사랑합니다 내가슴에 내 맘속에 살아있는 그대라서 지금 그댈 만나러 갑니다 이젠 영원이란 약속까지 담아갑니다 그대 사랑해서 행복합니다
Here's the English version, that made me closer to the song:
English Translation Credit: yeeun2grace Within the people I simply brush by I wanted to find more than anyone The eyes welled up with tears, that voice I only want to hold you If I miss you and call out to my dear Wherever I may be, it is for you I am calling your name again Because I am like this Because you are the one I love I am going to see you again You are the one that taught me a love deeper than my tears
The lamp on the street where we first spoke shines a light on my heart Everything that catches my eyes, everything are memories that remind me of you If I tell you that I’ve gotten to really like you Will you feel unsettled? I wonder I am calling your name again Because I am like this Because you are the one I love I am going to see you again You are the one that taught me a love deeper than my tears
With only you Now matter how many times Even if I am reborn I’m satisfied with only you I love you more than anyone Inside my heart, Because you live in my heart I am going to meet you now Bringing along the promise of forever I’m so happy to be loving you
And this one, oh I now love romanizing Hangeul Lyrics! I'm so so proud of myself, my first ever romanized lyrics? WOW! (Such a kid ==)
Finished on the song! Next, I'll spill out what happened last Friday (Miss Roosevelt), last Sunday (Youth Service) && today (Monday, Intramurals)
Last Friday Evening, 2010.01.22, Miss Roosevelt:
*Hidden Mickey Me & the Twins, Janine and Janica. It's so hard to have a photo with them, I tell you that*
- After exams, the night after that was Miss Roosevelt 2009-2010. I brought my cousin Eileen with me. I got inside 15 minutes after 6:00 pm. The program was starting and the competitors are sporting their Party(?) dresses / clothings . And there was my classmates who'll have a intermition on the program, they'll dance. As their majestic photographer , I starts to take snapshots of us / them. After so much anticipation and suspense on who'll win, of course, Era Orquia from our beloved section was selected on the Final Four (More Like StarStruck huh? ==) She only won Ms. Progressive. It's already fine for us, at least she won and was able to reach Final Four. And by the way, Krisha won as the Newest Miss Roosevelt. I'm not dissapointed because I'm her friend. I should be rejoicing her winning yet I can't . Know why? Because I was in the Marish(the other competitior from 4th Year) Side. They'll kill me if I ever did that . Then after the program, as usual, *click click* to take photos. Individual (by myself), Duo (me && someone), or Group (all of us). Then went home with my classmates. I love it when they're around me. Last Sunday Evening, 2010.01.24, Youth Service: - I told my cousin, Kimjo, that I'll not attend Youth Service this Sunday because I was being attacked by my sickness named "Laziness". But I attended anyways . The people there are greatful because I come to the second time. The people there are very hospitable and warm. They accepted me. And there's Yonard...*sighs* It's the drums that I love , not the ONE who plays it. Ate Jesryl told me that only Kua Adu (?I don't know the spelling of it again >.<) && Kua Yonard are the only two who can play drums. Kua Adu was the one who taught Kua Yonard how to play drums and if I want to learn drums, Kua Yonard can teach me but I told that I don't want him, because IT'S DAMN AWKWARD! . I made new friends there and I got myself my own mentor. But Kimjo told me that he'll talk to Ate Badeth(? idk if the spelling is right) to change my mentor. Idk why. *That's my plate ==*
After the Youth Service, they asked if I could go with them and eat at KFC . Well, I can't refuse. And I'm still not eating dinner, so I did go. And because it's my first time with them, they treated me! At first I was shy, until now because, because I'm not used to it. The atmosphere and the people around me are new to me . && I got starstrucked on Kua Jason because his face is familiar, and he looks like one of those minor characters in "Never been Kissed". Now, I'll not greet him, it just turn me red, but FOR YOUR INFORMATION!: I DON'T LIKE HIM. They all look nice and I hope to see them all soon, on Sunday especially.
Today Morning, Monday, 2010.01.25, Intramurals: - I hate myself! I forget my handphone on my bed room that's why I have no shots on the first that Of Intrams . Well, Kua Yonard was with me, introduce him to some of my friends, but he went home about 9 in the morning. I think that he's pissed off? Because when people ask how is he related to me, I always answer that he's my friend, end of the story. I know that he dearly likes me but HELL, I DON'T WANT A D@MN BOYFRIEND! (EXCLUDING LEETEUK & JAEJOONG & MINHO (SHINee), I'LL THINK OF THEM XD). I hope those who'll try to court me stuck that to their brains that I don't want a commitment, please understand arasso? .
There were different kinds of booth inside the school. And I was caught by one of those Hancuff boys. They handcuffed me with my first ultimate crush, Lorenzo I requested that can I have more time handcuffed with Lorenzo before I pay. After first year? We became more comfortable after knowing that I don't have any feelinsg fopr him, just and ordinary admiration because he's cute and that's all. I was happy that he can approach me and so was I.
So sorry for spamming too much but hey!-this is my place, I can do whatever I want. Anyways, I'm being more active here. So, ㅋㅋㅋ Good luck on me spilling my thoughts here. Now to spam photos :)
This one is on my television table. I just saw photo frames from my halmeoni and used it. ㅋㅋ
So this one, guess who's this is? It's me! I'm a natural Ulzzang Aegi from the start.
Hello there (: My name is Nicole and obviously, this is my domain. It contains probably 87% of my thoughts that I can't post on any other social networking accounts that I have. I decided to seclude this place from the people around me. Feel free to navigate, look around, leave a message, and stay smiling hun ;)
Monday, January 25, 2010 
2:21 AM ♥ 
. Since I love B.O.F. now, I always hear this song
as it airs, mostly when it's a sad scene or SoEulMates scene 
. I've searched it for about a week because I don't have a single clue who sang it and what's the title of it. I've search tracklists of B.O.F. and found it. I was surprised 
; it was sang by Kim Sangbum. I never thought that he sang it.
I'm so so proud of myself, my first ever romanized lyrics? WOW! 
(Such a kid ==) 
*
, I starts to take snapshots of us / them. After so much anticipation and suspense on who'll win, of course, Era Orquia from our beloved section was selected on the Final Four (More Like StarStruck huh? ==) She only won Ms. Progressive 
. It's already fine for us, at least she won and was able to reach Final Four. And by the way, Krisha won as the Newest Miss Roosevelt. I'm not dissapointed because I'm her friend. I should be rejoicing her winning yet I can't . Know why? Because I was in the Marish(the other competitior from 4th Year) Side. They'll kill me if I ever did that 
. Then after the program, as usual, *click click* to take photos. Individual (by myself), Duo (me && someone), or Group (all of us). Then went home with my classmates. I love it when they're around me. 
. But I attended anyways 
. The people there are greatful because I come to the second time. The people there are very hospitable and warm. They accepted me. And there's Yonard...*sighs* It's the drums that I love 
, not the ONE who plays it. Ate Jesryl told me that only Kua Adu (?I don't know the spelling of it again >.<) && Kua Yonard are the only two who can play drums. Kua Adu was the one who taught Kua Yonard how to play drums and if I want to learn drums, Kua Yonard can teach me but I told that I don't want him, because IT'S DAMN AWKWARD!
*That's my plate ==*
. Well, I can't refuse. And I'm still not eating dinner, so I did go. And because it's my first time with them, they treated me!
. && I got 
starstrucked on Kua Jason
. They all look nice and I hope to see them all soon, on Sunday especially.
.
This one is on my television table. I just saw photo frames from my halmeoni and used it. ㅋㅋ
So this one, guess who's this is? It's me!
♡ 
