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<h2>  <img src="http://i54.tinypic.com/2w68nzr.gif" /> Friday, January 15, 2010 <img src="http://i56.tinypic.com/2eealic.gif" /> 5:06 AM <font size="2"><font color="#FFB0B0">♥</font></font> </h2>
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<div style="clear:both;"></div><div style="text-align: center;"><img src="http://upload.wikimedia.org/wikipedia/en/f/fe/Supershow2.jpg" width="540" height="405" /><br /></div><br />About this concert, I was like <span style="font-style: italic;">"I'm going to see Jungsoo!"</span> &amp; so on. I jumped many times on our street, I screamed in happiness, I was over flowing with joy about the news. Then I thought <span style="font-style: italic;">"Maybe this is my perfect chance to see if I really get over already on Leeteuk"</span> , or so I thought.<br /><br />So I tried to be honest with my mom, I told her that Super Junior' is coming to town. I tried my best but it didn't worked. She told me:<br /><br /><span style="font-style: italic;">"Anak alam kong gustong gusto mong makita sila. Pero pano pag nadisgrasya kayo? Ganun parin sagot ko. Di ba tinanong mo na sakin dati yan? Delikado. Pano pag napahamak kayo?"</span><br /><br />So I didn't pushed things up for my sake. I really really understand what she wants to tell me. It's so simple, she wants me not to come, period. If I cry, can I come? Nonsense. I ended disappointed yet I didn't cried. Like, why should I? I mean,  if I cry, could everything go as I wanted? No FT Island, No Super Junior. Fine, so what? I can have fun without seeing them, in the flesh *shivers, tears up*<br /><br />Ok fine! I'm SUPER DUPER UBER PISSED OFF! I wanna see them, I wanna see them even just once. Well, it's just once for an ordinary fan like me. But what should I do? Let's refresh the unforgettable moments when I'm still their undying fan:<br /><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;"> - October 24, 2008: </span><span style="font-style: italic;">I saw Kim Kibum (courtesy of Ms. Fiel)</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">                                                                    : </span><span style="font-style: italic;">Have watched Cooking? Cooking &amp; Happiness</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">                                                                    : </span><span style="font-style: italic;">Started to admire Lee Donghae</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;"> - November --, 2008: </span>I fell in love with Park Jungsoo<br /><span style="font-weight: bold;"> - December 27, 2008: </span><span style="font-style: italic;">I fell for Cho Kyuhyun</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;"> - December 29, 2008: </span><span style="font-style: italic;">Back to Jungsoo</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;"> - January 2, 2009: </span><span style="font-style: italic;">First dream with Super Junior; Mainly Siwon &amp; Kangin</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;"> - January 20, 2009: </span><span style="font-style: italic;">My birthday; First Dream w/ Jungsoo</span><br /><br />.. The rest was unknown. There are crying parts, and <i>kilig</i> parts, and painful and happy parts. But even the flow was out of my control, I know I can bear with everything that is happening and will happen. I thought my life would be the same when:<br /><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">- October 7, 2009</span>: <span style="font-style: italic;">I<span style="font-style: italic;"> accidentally watched You're Beautiful, loss of interest in Super Junior</span></span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">- October 18,2009:</span><span style="font-style: italic;"> Stopped loving Jungsoo.</span><br /><br />I was hurting deep. Like, all I think about is Geunseok, Hongki and Yonghwa. But there's Jungsoo inside my heart. How can I manage that? So I thought "I should give up one to balance everything". And I decided to give up Jungsoo. All those years of trying to get him out of my life, I already did it, with the help of A.N.Jell. I merely thought that I can't escape from Jungsoo yet I did it. I did get over him. And I was happy. Then it goes flash back..<br /><br /><span style="font-style: italic;">- All of those fan videos that I made for him</span><br /><span style="font-style: italic;"> - All of those 100+ fan fictions that was inspired by him</span><br /><span style="font-style: italic;"> - All of those 2000+ photos of him in my laptop</span><br /><span style="font-style: italic;"> - All of those songs &amp; poems I've made for him</span><br /><span style="font-style: italic;"> - All of those edited photos that I made for him</span><br /><span style="font-style: italic;"> - All of those tears that I cried because of him</span><br /><span style="font-style: italic;"> - All of those problems I bared because of him</span><br /><span style="font-style: italic;"> - All of those boys that I rejected because of him</span><br /><span style="font-style: italic;"> - All of those worships and praises for him</span><br /><span style="font-style: italic;"> - All of those heart aches I got because of him</span><br /><span style="font-style: italic;"> - All of those accounts that was inspired by him</span><br /><br />I gave him my all, yet there's nothing in return for me. But I don't need something in return. All I want is his happiness, well I don't care if he gets it on a certain girl. I would gladly bear it if she takes care of him.  the one thing that made me pissed of is that I'm so stupid to give him all I got. Now, I can't even totally have a deep affection to a Korean Artist like him. I'm lazier, more childish person.<br /><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">- October 24, 2009:</span> <span style="font-style: italic;">One year being a Super Junior fan; Celebrated on Enchanted Kingdom</span><br /><br />Yeah, is it too much? Well, it's coincidence because my mom got us a day to that amusement park. So I consider it that I celebrated my first year being their fan in Enchanted Kingdom without their presence.<br /><br />"<span style="font-style: italic;">Mas masaya siguro kung kasama ko sila ngaun, lalo na si Jungsoo..</span>" That was the thought that ran through out my mind that whole moment when we're circling around the Ferris Wheel. Everywhere I go, I usually end up thinking that I was with him, he's next to me, he's spending time with me. I'm crazy, I know I'm crazy that I need phsycological help.<br /><br /><br />Man, how did we get on these? *LOL* Well, now you know the whole story. I don't know if I'll go or not, with out without permission. I don't have an idea neither. Well, byebye now. It's good to type somethat that sense.<div style="clear:both; padding-bottom:0.25em"></div><br>
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<h2>" すべての美しいものは...永遠に続く決してありません。 "</h2><br>
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☐ Go to a KPop Convention<br>
☐ Get my young adult novel published<br>
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<u>☑ Join (and win) in a school pageant</u><br>
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<u>☑ Beautiful transformation by puberty</u><br>
<u>☑ Get the perfect boyfriend</u><br>
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<h1>h i s t o r y ☆</h1>
<h2>" 変わらぬ現在を受け入れていた。痛みも全て愛すと誓う。"</h2><br>
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<blockquote><center>❝I n s a n i t y  is doing the same thing o v e r  and  o v e r  again and expecting  d i f f e r e n t  results.❞ <br>- <b>Albert Einstein</b>

<br><br><i>Her Regal Majesty, Empress of Sanctuary, Princess of Archaion, <br>Descendant of Anu, and the Daughter of Fire</i><br><br>

{ <u>writer</u> ; <u>narcissist</u> ; <u>dancer</u> ; <u>pacifist</u> ; <u>guitarist</u> ; <u>painter</u> ; <u>hallyu kid</u> }

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I live for caramel frapppucino. Books and caffeine is to soul and spirit.  I'm 18 years old. I'm determined to meet the perfection I created myself. Breathing imagination and exhaling aesthetics. You can call me Xinran if ya dig. Supernatural & The Walking Dead needs to make a cross over before the world gets obliterated. It's always Adventure Time. And believe it or not, I'm a bit of  a clairvoyant. It still creeps me out sometimes, but I have to get used to it. And never disgrace Hufflepuff in front of me.</center></blockquote>
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<h1>Super Show II @ Araneta Colisium </h1>
<h2>  <img src="http://i54.tinypic.com/2w68nzr.gif" /> Friday, January 15, 2010 <img src="http://i56.tinypic.com/2eealic.gif" /> 5:06 AM <font size="2"><font color="#FFB0B0">♥</font></font> </h2>
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<div style="clear:both;"></div><div style="text-align: center;"><img src="http://upload.wikimedia.org/wikipedia/en/f/fe/Supershow2.jpg" width="540" height="405" /><br /></div><br />About this concert, I was like <span style="font-style: italic;">"I'm going to see Jungsoo!"</span> &amp; so on. I jumped many times on our street, I screamed in happiness, I was over flowing with joy about the news. Then I thought <span style="font-style: italic;">"Maybe this is my perfect chance to see if I really get over already on Leeteuk"</span> , or so I thought.<br /><br />So I tried to be honest with my mom, I told her that Super Junior' is coming to town. I tried my best but it didn't worked. She told me:<br /><br /><span style="font-style: italic;">"Anak alam kong gustong gusto mong makita sila. Pero pano pag nadisgrasya kayo? Ganun parin sagot ko. Di ba tinanong mo na sakin dati yan? Delikado. Pano pag napahamak kayo?"</span><br /><br />So I didn't pushed things up for my sake. I really really understand what she wants to tell me. It's so simple, she wants me not to come, period. If I cry, can I come? Nonsense. I ended disappointed yet I didn't cried. Like, why should I? I mean,  if I cry, could everything go as I wanted? No FT Island, No Super Junior. Fine, so what? I can have fun without seeing them, in the flesh *shivers, tears up*<br /><br />Ok fine! I'm SUPER DUPER UBER PISSED OFF! I wanna see them, I wanna see them even just once. Well, it's just once for an ordinary fan like me. But what should I do? Let's refresh the unforgettable moments when I'm still their undying fan:<br /><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;"> - October 24, 2008: </span><span style="font-style: italic;">I saw Kim Kibum (courtesy of Ms. Fiel)</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">                                                                    : </span><span style="font-style: italic;">Have watched Cooking? Cooking &amp; Happiness</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">                                                                    : </span><span style="font-style: italic;">Started to admire Lee Donghae</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;"> - November --, 2008: </span>I fell in love with Park Jungsoo<br /><span style="font-weight: bold;"> - December 27, 2008: </span><span style="font-style: italic;">I fell for Cho Kyuhyun</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;"> - December 29, 2008: </span><span style="font-style: italic;">Back to Jungsoo</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;"> - January 2, 2009: </span><span style="font-style: italic;">First dream with Super Junior; Mainly Siwon &amp; Kangin</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;"> - January 20, 2009: </span><span style="font-style: italic;">My birthday; First Dream w/ Jungsoo</span><br /><br />.. The rest was unknown. There are crying parts, and <i>kilig</i> parts, and painful and happy parts. But even the flow was out of my control, I know I can bear with everything that is happening and will happen. I thought my life would be the same when:<br /><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">- October 7, 2009</span>: <span style="font-style: italic;">I<span style="font-style: italic;"> accidentally watched You're Beautiful, loss of interest in Super Junior</span></span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">- October 18,2009:</span><span style="font-style: italic;"> Stopped loving Jungsoo.</span><br /><br />I was hurting deep. Like, all I think about is Geunseok, Hongki and Yonghwa. But there's Jungsoo inside my heart. How can I manage that? So I thought "I should give up one to balance everything". And I decided to give up Jungsoo. All those years of trying to get him out of my life, I already did it, with the help of A.N.Jell. I merely thought that I can't escape from Jungsoo yet I did it. I did get over him. And I was happy. Then it goes flash back..<br /><br /><span style="font-style: italic;">- All of those fan videos that I made for him</span><br /><span style="font-style: italic;"> - All of those 100+ fan fictions that was inspired by him</span><br /><span style="font-style: italic;"> - All of those 2000+ photos of him in my laptop</span><br /><span style="font-style: italic;"> - All of those songs &amp; poems I've made for him</span><br /><span style="font-style: italic;"> - All of those edited photos that I made for him</span><br /><span style="font-style: italic;"> - All of those tears that I cried because of him</span><br /><span style="font-style: italic;"> - All of those problems I bared because of him</span><br /><span style="font-style: italic;"> - All of those boys that I rejected because of him</span><br /><span style="font-style: italic;"> - All of those worships and praises for him</span><br /><span style="font-style: italic;"> - All of those heart aches I got because of him</span><br /><span style="font-style: italic;"> - All of those accounts that was inspired by him</span><br /><br />I gave him my all, yet there's nothing in return for me. But I don't need something in return. All I want is his happiness, well I don't care if he gets it on a certain girl. I would gladly bear it if she takes care of him.  the one thing that made me pissed of is that I'm so stupid to give him all I got. Now, I can't even totally have a deep affection to a Korean Artist like him. I'm lazier, more childish person.<br /><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">- October 24, 2009:</span> <span style="font-style: italic;">One year being a Super Junior fan; Celebrated on Enchanted Kingdom</span><br /><br />Yeah, is it too much? Well, it's coincidence because my mom got us a day to that amusement park. So I consider it that I celebrated my first year being their fan in Enchanted Kingdom without their presence.<br /><br />"<span style="font-style: italic;">Mas masaya siguro kung kasama ko sila ngaun, lalo na si Jungsoo..</span>" That was the thought that ran through out my mind that whole moment when we're circling around the Ferris Wheel. Everywhere I go, I usually end up thinking that I was with him, he's next to me, he's spending time with me. I'm crazy, I know I'm crazy that I need phsycological help.<br /><br /><br />Man, how did we get on these? *LOL* Well, now you know the whole story. I don't know if I'll go or not, with out without permission. I don't have an idea neither. Well, byebye now. It's good to type somethat that sense.<div style="clear:both; padding-bottom:0.25em"></div><br>
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