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My Ideal Older Brother
Sunday, February 6, 2011 
7:14 AM ♥
I am the oldest, I don't have an older brother. I don't have an older brother who could protect me from from anyone who tries to hurt me, who will help me in my homeworks and projects, who will try to save me from our parents' sermons, who will give me some advices about boys, who will stay up with me just because I can't sleep, who will find time and fetch me at school, who will tease me and argue with me on the right time, who will hang out with me when I'm bored, who will always interogate every single guy who dares to court me, who will be a man of his words, who will never let me down or leave me in the air.
I thought Kim Heechul will be my ideal kua, or Lee Seunggi. But it changed. Now, I'm now who is my ideal brother, that one perfect older brother who will guide me until I'm already a full grown independent woman.
It's Jung Yunho.
He also have a younger sister which I think is the same age as I am. She must be really really lucky having Yunho as her brother. It would be great if Yunho was my older brother, he will really baby me and take care of me in the most ways he could. Of course, I won't let myself to get spoiled and return his kindness to him. How I wished we ended at siblings.
He was poisoned by an antifan but he forgave her just because she's in the same age like Yunho's younger sister, he defended a fangirl from the ajummas til the end even if it's just a prank for him, he loves children and wants 4 sons and 20 daughters. He's a responsible leader who's willing to pull the other 4 members when TVXQ disbanded, etc. There's nothing unlovable about this guy.
All I want for him is to have a great time for his birthday even with all this circumstances happening. I know he doesn't like showing his soft fragile side and tries not to tear in front of people. It must be hard for him to carry all this burdens, he must be hurting so much. Well he's not alone. As long as I live, he's not alone. He will always have the older brother spot in my heart, RESERVED JUST FOR HIM.
Kuya Yunho, hindi pa kita nakikita, hindi mo ako kilala, hindi mo alam na may isang ako na nangangarap na maging kuya ka. Sa totoo lang hindi ko naiisip na papangarapin kong maging nakababata mong kapatid. Napaka responsable mo at napaka mapagmahal. Siguro ang selfish wish ko sa birthday mo, ay sana magkakilala tayo at ituring mo ko na para mo naring kapatid. Siguro ang sarap sa pakiramdam na inaalagaan mo ko, siguro ika-iinggit yun ng mga kaibigan ko. Kuya Yunho, sana maging masaya ka sa kahit anung paraan. Maligayang kaarawan..
Labels: Serious Post, TVXQ, Yunho
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